November 30, 2004

a blood moon rises

Hmmmmm, murderously good mood today.


Its amazing how many clubs and clans and secret organizations Im in...theres the white elements, of which I am Earth, theres the muses, and Im thalia, the muse of comedy, theres the blues brothers, and Im elwood, and like 50 others. Its great.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

November 29, 2004


Hahaha, today was wonderful!

Theres a new kid in my French class, so we had to stand up and introduce least, that was the plan originally, until madame got the bright idea that we should introduce each other. So, she calls out a name and tells that person to introduce the next name she calls out, and you know how theres always that one person you dont know? She made sure that everyone got their "I know them by face only" person. It was so funny, there were lots of "This is ___, and he/she is nice." Emily introduced me, and I got "This is Em, shes cool in her own special way." I got Mitch, and I just said "This is Mitch, he has mood swings." Fun fun fun.

The dreads are gone, I got up at three in the morning the other night and said "You know, this just isnt me." And washed them out. My hair is alot shinier now...and its nice to wash it again.

Hopefully my dad will let me get my xanga back, I miss that little community.

I wish I were a glowworm
A glowworm's never glum
Because how can you be unhappy
When the sun shines out your bum?

November 27, 2004

stupid stupid stupid

Well, my day was awesome until my parents started bitching about me having a B. Whoop-de-doo, I got a B, the world is gonna end. Retarded. Now theyre saying that I have to review with them every night what Im doing in every class and all this complete crap, my dad made freakin D's when he was in High School, this is such a load of bullshit.

Sorry for the free cursing, I promise its not a normal thing.

Sigh...heres to parents ever taking a hint. Or getting off our backs...or something.

November 25, 2004

Turkey and balloons and...dogs?

Yeah. Instead of the Macy's parade today, we were awarded with the purina dog show. Happy happy, joy joy. Some wishbone dog won it. Im sure all of you just couldnt live without that knowledge! Hahaha, Im in a good laughing mood today.

My cousin is over here, and we spent all afternoon making mini pizzas and throwing food colored water balloons at each other (the really cool thing was we created one that looked like a blood-sucking tic about to pop, it was great) and it was 40 degrees outside!! But then we played drink till you drop and she kept having to do doubles because I made her laugh so much. We twisted it, it was juice or something and if you lost out on a jack, a king or a joker, you had to grind pepper into your juice shot. We both came close to puking at one time or another. I think our record was almost seven in a row. Almost cuz Laura spit out half of the seventh one.

God I love my family.

And what Im thankful for:
1. Being able to move on from things that hurt me
2. The forgiveness of my father
3. Milk that isnt burned in a hot water heater
4. Cheese.
5. My family
6. Mini pizzas
7. White trash
8. Food coloring
9. Hippie clothes
10. Friends that care about whether or not Im mad at them
11. Laura, of course, hahaha
12. Playmakers
13. Rastafarians
14. God not minding if I need to question sometimes.
15. People in general.
16. Most of all, the ability to laugh, because without that and my friends to make me laugh., I dont know how Id keep going

Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
See the young man sittin in the old mans bar
Waitin for his turn to die

November 24, 2004



haha, I finally got a comment and its from Jeri, who I haven't tlaked to in forever cuz Im very bad when it comes to my day just got lots better, and there goes my tea!!

Ahhh, so Im back with a nice cuppa chi in my hands and a really good feeling in my heart.
Its gonna be a good day.

Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous
Spends his time alone in the basement
With the linen and complaining
A good sound in the stereo
And he wishes he could escape this
But it all sems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
In a song that has no soul

November 23, 2004

Maybe...but then again...

Wow that was nice. I just got off the phone with a friend of mine that I haven't seen in almost a was amazing how she changed completely yet remained exactly the same. Funny how people do that.

Before that I was forced to suffer through a two hour thanksgiving service in which I counted one church-wide exorcism (of a sort) 63+ "amen!'s" (I lost count after 63, I can only re-use my fingers and toes so many times) several fake screams and one really scary preacher. I really dont like denominations. And of course I was the nly one in that packed little church with dreads, I mean, its a baptist church for oddness' sake. But whatever makes you happy I guess.

And her beauty will follow wherever she goes

Bi lo?

Gotta fortune cookie today that said "You are an interesting and attractive subject." Yeah, right. Well, people certainly have been talking about me lately. Sometimes you just wish you could pop out of existence with some of the things people say. It makes me sad.

Tolerance is overrated. No, really. Everyone is like "So what if someone's opinion is different? et them have theirs and we'll have ours and everything'll be just peachy." Whatever. Anyone besides me notice that those people are normally the ones who get up in someone else's face for having a different opinion? Yeah. Stupid.

God, I seem to have alot of angst inside me lately, I wish I knew how to get rid of it. I need to try yoga...or...something.

Does anything suck more than seeing the people who hurt you happy?

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side
I dont beleive its fair
Slit my throat its all I ever do.

November 22, 2004


I have I guess officially converted to the Hippie way, or at least I have according to my friends. Maybe its the dreads. Yeah, thats probably it. The dreads and the peasant dresses and the tie dye...I guess I had it coming. No the most awful thing that could happen. I have to admit, seeing peoples faces when I walk in with these things on my head is absolutely priceless, my ride didn't recognize me today and it took me 45 minutes to find him. Beauteous.

But just before he left he started kickin it
I picked up the bottle and star sixed it
Kick kick shuffle shuffle back to the beach
with a tune on my lips and my quest in reach
that woman comes to you with her song so sweet
say damn, let the poor sucker sleep.
let him sleep.