After what has been one of the worst weekends in my life, I finally had a good day.
I woke up this morning and it was the most perfect day you could imagine. The sun was shining like it might be it's last chance, the sky was a flawless blue, the air was slightly cold and embracing, ohhh...it was the perfect day. I called my lover early this morning to wake him up with a happy birthday and an I love you. He was, to say the least, very happy :) I told him I was going to call him back this afternoon so we could talk for awhile. Then I went to church, and everything that was being said really got to me...so I got some things straight and now I feel completely lovely and at peace. Then I came home and called Tim, and it was an hour of complete bliss. I love that boy with my whole being...I don't think anyone outside of me, him and God understand just how much we love each other. Then I went to practice, and afterwards Tina picked me up and we got some free coffee from the really nice guy at River Blues and started over to town to find a place to lounge. I wanted chocolate though, so we took a detour to CVS to get some and we ended up just wandering around CVS for about an hour looking at stuff. She bought me some white eyeliner, and I never wear makeup, but this stuff just looks so neat!!! And she brought me home and we prayed, and now I'm sitting here with my cream soda and pizza, and I feel alot more whole than I have in months.
These days just keep getting better.