November 30, 2005


Yukon Cornelius!!!

Yeah man, you lick that ice pick.

And the single greatest animated character ever.


November 29, 2005

Funny how four o'clock makes all the colors melt

If my heart were a blender, here's what you'd see...

Water (unfrozen)
A Candle

Only one of you would want to drink that. And he has a taste for lint covered tamales :)

Today was glorious, with it's outhouses and "figgurs". The whole world was washed clean in the rain, and somehow I felt it too. I think I might have to be a firm believer in "every new day is a new beginning" as cheesey as that may sound, if it weren't for that I don't know where I'd be.


November 28, 2005

More face than place

Well, today was slightly better than yesterday.

I do so love my friends.

And music is like a starfish thats had about 50 billion legs chopped off and regrown...and doubled and such.

It's ultimately wonderfulluis and hair tastic! Thank you anna for loaning me that tastic...once. It's yours again.

So yeah...hope your beds are comfy and your lives are good.

November 27, 2005

A cry to these ghosts...

Alright, can I just send a big FUCK YOU

To several people who are causing unnecessary pain right now. To those who are only concerned with those that just won't go the the jealous the the the doo the rollover...and to whatever makes you poisonous.

In case any of you had any doubt,

you SUCK!

And I cannot wait until each and every one of you is out of my life and the lives of those I love.

November 26, 2005

And I'm running because I'm STUCK!

In the last 24 hrs have you...
1. Had sex: Of course, how could you even ask that?
2. Bought something: I sold my soul for a phone call...
3. Talked to your crush: Yeah, I'm dating my crush.
4. Sang (what song): yes, all of Simon and Garfunkle's greatest hits, and a really great song that included some nicely done profanity.
5. Been kissed: If the circumstances had been different, absolutely!
6. Ate something: Ate EVERYTHING!
7. Felt stupid around anyone: Yeah, oh yeah, today was a goldie.
8. Talked to an ex: Sort of, I read what he had written in a notebook...
9. Missed someone: Yeah, but not as bad as normal, I got to talk to him today. _____________________________________________

Last person who...

1. Slept in your bed: Laura
2. Saw you cry:My mom.
3. Made you cry: Tim's grandpa.
4 . You went to the movies with: Laura _____________________________________________

Have you Ever...

1. Said I love you and meant it?: Almost every day.
2. Got in a fight with your pet: Don't have one at the moment
3. Been to California: no, hope I never go.
4. Been to Mexico: For some crack, but not in a vacation sorta way.
6. Been to the U.S.: Ugh, I live here.
7. Been to Europe: We're taking a trip!


1. Do you have a crush on someone: we already covered this
3. What book are you reading now: all quiet on the western front
4. Worst feeling in the world: when my dad starts ripping on me and Tim again.
5. Future kids names: Dana, Andromeda, Apollo, Riot
6. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yeah, Imma snuggler so I figured Tim's bear is better than a pillow
7. What's under your bed?: we just moved my bed, so a freshly vaccuumed floor
8. Favorite sports to watch: I friggin hate sports.
9. Location: the floor
10. Piercing/Tattoos: two lobes, one cartilage, future tattoo on my shoulder
11. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: lemon whiskey ;)
12. What are you most scared of right now: My dad pulling the plug on me and Tim
14. Who do you really hate: the HUMONGOUS WEENER!
15. Do you work? Yeah, I eat.
16. Do you like being around people: Most of the time.
17. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Not really, I thought I didn't have a chance with one once, but he turned out to be the one I'm dating now.
18. Have you ever lied: yeah, who hasn't? When you think about it, you have lied, at least a little bit, to every single person you know. Except maybe one.
19. Are you lonely right now: I don't know...maybe.
20. Song that's stuck in your head: Cannonball
21. Been beaten up: Phbth, no, I have too many friends.
23. Been on radio/TV: No. Hope I never will be.
24. Been in a mosh-pit: OH YES!!!
25. Do you have any gay friends: yeah, about 60% of them are gay or bi. God, the things HS will do to you...

November 23, 2005

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with me

What a curious life we have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
And his ghost all around
Hear his voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees

Now how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
And now we keep where we don't know
All secrets sleep in winter clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now she don't even know her name

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all

You're so beautiful, my lover, my friend. Every day I crawl and crash and burn and fly and all that I remember is the fact that you love me, and in the night as I'm drifting off to sleep I can sometimes feel you closer than anyone has ever been right as I pass out of conciousness. I see your smile in the stars at night, and I feel all that is you come awake and light up my heart. I love you, I am always going to, no matter what mistakes you make or how far away I feel...

I know we're meant to last.

November 21, 2005

It smells like a banana...and some big sweaty butt.


I giggled over that and toothpastefordinner today. Funny, this was one of those days where I wanted to do nothing (and I mean NOTHING) but sleep.

Emily had a bad day, so that was crappy, and Robethen is acting weird now so who knows? I at least finished a project for Tim I've been working on, so it wasn't all just grey.




November 14, 2005

Smells like pizza and burning ozone...smells like the end of time.

Here are some amazing voices that have managed to make me cry at one time or another-

Adam Lazzara
Jonah Matranga
Tim Duncan
Phil Joel
Duncan Sheik
Chris Carrabba
Gerrard Way
Gary Lightbody

My head kinda hurts and this day was pretty rough but I guess tomorrow will be better. I might actually have a shower at the right time tomorrow, and I might get a letter tomorrow, and Jim might be ok, and I won't be diseased.

Oh what a life.

Smells like the end of time.